Dec. 9, 2025

Got Me Feeling So Crazy Right Now

Got Me Feeling So Crazy Right Now

When journalist Susannah Cahalan suddenly unraveled—losing her memory, her behavior, and even her sense of self—doctors were baffled.

In this episode, Andrea and Crystal dive into the terrifying medical mystery behind Brain on Fire: the rare autoimmune condition that nearly stole Susannah’s life. With clinical insight, compassion, and a dash of M⁴ mayhem, we explore the red flags everyone missed, the lifesaving breakthrough, and the larger conversations this case ignited about medicine, misdiagnosis, and mental health.

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Welcome to M4 Medicine, mystery,
mayhem, and sometimes murder.

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I'm Andrea Marciano and RN with
35 years of experience across

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various fields.
From direct patient care in

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hospitals to home health,
geriatrics, and injury medicine,

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I face life, death, and
everything in between.

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And I'm Crystal Miller and RN
with 13 1/2 years of experience.

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My work spans home health,
Hospice, emergency care,

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geriatrics, and occupational
health.

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From the chaos of trauma based
quiet moments with patients,

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I've seen stories that defy
explanations.

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We've been friends for over 25
years and as nurses we've shared

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countless stories that have left
us and our families speechless.

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Now we're bringing those stories
and many more to you in

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medicine, mystery, mayhem, and
sometimes murder.

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Each week, we'll uncover cases
that challenge the boundaries of

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medicine, sharing the human
stories behind the science.

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From puzzling medical mysteries
to shocking real life crimes,

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we'll bring you stories that'll
leave you questioning everything

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you thought you knew while.
We're both experiencing these

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nurses.
We want to make it clear we're

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not here to give medical advice.
This podcast is about

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storytelling, education and
exploration, not diagnosing or

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treating medical conditions.
This is medicine, mystery,

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mayhem and sometimes murder.
Let's dive in.

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Hey Crystal, how are you doing?
I'm doing well.

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How are you?
I'm well, thank you.

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Anything exciting going on?
News of the day something.

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I wouldn't call it exciting, but
I won the rock, paper, scissors

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to not have to go grocery
shopping today.

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Who was in contest?
Who was the?

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Other person Holly's now grocery
shopping.

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Yay for Holly on a Sunday.
Yep.

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Oh dear.
For our listeners, we usually

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record on Sundays, so this
Sunday to me is one of the

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busiest grocery shopping days
and I almost never go.

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Not in Utah.
Well, that's true.

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At least it didn't used to be.
In Utah, because it was much

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less busy.
This is true.

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I you don't like grocery?
Shopping I hate grocery shopping

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and part of what I hate about it
is not just the shopping itself,

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but it's the fact that every
time I bring groceries home, my

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kids just eat them and then I
have to do it again those.

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People.
So I wish I had AI, wish I had a

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grocery conveyor belt that I
could just have push a button.

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Jetson's right where?
Where are our Jetson times, man?

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Well, I feel, I feel that's
called Instacart.

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I know that's usually I usually
use Instacart or or sorry

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everybody, Walmart delivery
because I don't I actually don't

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have time for it.
You know what I mean?

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I got a lot of stuff going on
and it's nice to get steps in,

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but it usually wears me out so.
Yeah, I get that.

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Dude.
I went to get a new provider

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lately talking about steps in
around our property, which for

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those who haven't been here,
it's about 11 acres.

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And we don't walk all of it, but
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miles a day.
You know.

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And I don't lose weight and I
said what not?

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Fair.
With that, and she said, well,

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unfortunately now four or five
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baseline.
That's not fair.

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It is not.
And I told her that.

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I said that's just rude.
And she said, I know.

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And I said, well, I, I didn't
say this, but I was thinking,

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well, so maybe I should sit
around like a slug for about a

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month and then maybe I'll lose
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I just thought.
And then we talked about

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menopause, which we've talked
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And I said, well, this is bogus.
She said, Yep, and this is not

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right.
Yep, Yep.

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Like this is not good.
You're not helping me.

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This isn't fair.
It's not fair and I said that

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several times during our
appointments anyway.

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So when you go when back to the
grocery shopping thing, when

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Holly is grocery shopping, do
you guys make a list when you go

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shopping?
We have a running list that the

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kids can all add things to in a
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Actually just sits on our dining
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A physical notebook.
What kind of people are you?

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Gen.
X, yeah.

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I've got I've got a notebook but
it's called Alexa.

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Well, yeah, we don't have Alexa
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So, and we're always adding
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And when our granddaughter was
here, she added, what was it?

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She added?
She added it about four times

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every time.
I can't remember what it was

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that she always oh, bagels she
wanted bake.

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She'd say add bagels to the
Costco list, which it might be

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doing right now, but.
We get bagels every time.

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Bagels are a big thing in my
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I started cooking my own.
They're actually pretty easy to

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do and they're delicious.
I.

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Should try that.
I'm coming to I'm in a cooking

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and baking mood right now.
I tried to make Amish friendship

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of an Amish friendship bread
starter but I think I killed it

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so I threw away.
Remember back in the day when we

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kept getting those and I Oh my
gosh, I had it.

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It seemed like for about 3 years
I was getting it every week from

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somebody.
I got the recipe online from

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somebody who has their starter
from 1987 still and I'm like.

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I my my sourdough start is
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sourdough all the time.
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really good, but it is in no way
healthy so.

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Yeah, yeah, no kidding.
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Cups of sugar.
We named it Freddy Krueger, so

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it was a lot of fun.
So we'd be like, I massage

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Freddy Krueger today.
And then I had to announce on

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the last day I said Freddy
Krueger died today.

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Sad.
Sad day.

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Oh my golly, that's hilarious.
Oh my gosh.

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Well, anyway, what do you have
for us today?

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Today I have an interesting
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I think this one's going to get
a little more technical than

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some of the ones we've done.
Hopefully it's not too technical

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that it's still interesting for
our non-technical, non clinical

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listeners, but it is
misdiagnosis of psychiatric

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conditions.
My main sources are all from or

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based on Susanna Callahan.
So she has a book called Brain

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on Fire, My Month of Madness 1,
called The Great Pretender, the

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undercover mission that changed
our understanding of madness.

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And then she was interviewed for
an interview in the Guardian

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called Susanna Callahan.
What I remember most vividly are

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the fear and anger.
And then I'll put the rest of

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the, I'll put the rest of the
sources in the show notes.

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There's actually quite a few
more.

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I'm not going to list them all
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Wow.
OK, great.

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Yeah, this story is really
interesting to me.

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And like I said, I hope I can
keep it interesting for for our

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listeners.
So psychosis often sits at the

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uneasy border between psychiatry
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and mystery.
It's a condition where

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perception, belief and behavior
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But what happens when the
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from reality?
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homeless patients are diagnosed
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bipolar disorder or substance
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Many of those diagnosis are
accurate, but some are

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tragically wrong.
The consequences of these errors

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ripple across lives, unnecessary
medications, stigma, lost years,

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and in some cases, near death
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Perhaps no modern story
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that of Susanna Callahan, a
young journalist whose Month of

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Madness air quotes revealed not
a psychiatric disorder but a

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misfiring immune system.
Her journey from respected

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reporter to psychiatric patient
to medical mystery exposed how

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easily psychosis could be
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the true culprit lies in the
brain itself.

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Psychosis is not a single
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It's a syndrome.
Sorry, it's a syndrome, a

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cluster of symptoms that can
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Some of these symptoms are
hallucination, delusions,

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disorganized thoughts, bizarre
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Lot of those can stem from
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disorder or depression or
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autoimmune illness or the
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And you can see already all of
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are overlapping like this is the
Venn diagram from hell, right?

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So diagnosis does not rely on
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the interpretation of what the
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believes.
So without clear biological

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markers, psychiatry often works
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That lack of objectivity leaves
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A2024 review found that
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among the most common and
consequential forms of medical

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error.
So that was a statistic that

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really surprised me.
That's wild, and it's so

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difficult too, because moment to
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even each person.
Exactly, exactly.

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Psychosis then, becomes both the
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problem.
It tests not only the limits of

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our diagnostic tools, but also
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body.
So in 2924, year old journalist

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Susanna Callahan was thriving at
the New York Post when strange

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symptoms began to creep into her
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At first it felt like the flu.
Fatigue, irritability,

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headaches.
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She was convinced her boyfriend
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had harmed her stepmother, and
she soon begin having

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hallucinations, seizures and
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Doctors searched for
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One thought it was bipolar
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Another alcohol withdrawal.
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psychotic break.
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deteriorated rapidly.
She became violent, incoherent

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and catatonic.
EE, GS and MRI's appeared

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normal.
Psychiatric words loomed to

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everyone, including her family.
It looked like she was losing

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her mind.
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something else was happening.
Her immune system had begun

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attacking the NMDA receptors in
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are vital for memory, emotion
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Neurologist Dr. Sohail Najar
changed everything during an

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evaluation.
He handed Callahan a blank sheet

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of paper and asked her to draw a
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She clustered all the numbers on
the right side, an unmistakable

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sign of right hemisphere brain
dysfunction.

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Are you familiar with the clock
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Absolutely.
And it's, it's most often that

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I've seen used for things like
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stroke and also other dementia.
A Spinal Tap revealed

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inflammation test confirmed anti
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rare autoimmune brain disease
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Treatment with steroids, IV
immunoglobulin and plasma

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exchange saved her life.
Within months the quote UN quote

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madness vanished.
She would She later learned she

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was the 217th person in the
world to receive this diagnosis.

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Oh my gosh.
Yeah, so like I said when I was

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mentioning my my sources.
Her story told him brain on

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fire.
My month of madness became a

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best seller and a warning to the
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Callahan's experience, though
extraordinary, is not unique in

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principle.
Studies reveal consistent

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reasons why psychosis is
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Moose, Moose.
Moose.

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Moose have a real problem with
it.

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Moose have a real psychotic
problem.

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I understand that they are kind
of weird.

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Mood disorders and schizophrenia
can both feature hallucinations

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or delusions.
In early phases, they may look

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identical.
In one study, nearly 60% of

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bipolar patients were initially
misdiagnosed with schizophrenia.

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This also stunned me because
those are as far as the

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difference in the gravity of
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A patient with bipolar, although
they may have hallucinations and

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delusions, is not not going to
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person with schizophrenia,
untreated, I should say

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schizophrenia, is going to have.
I'm sorry, it was just going to

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ask.
The one thing that I remember

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schizophrenia having a really
big aspect in is the voices

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telling a person to do XY or Z,
right?

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Is that schizophrenia?
Yeah, that's schizophrenia.

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That's one, one form of
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Yeah.
First of all, I wanted to say

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I've been diagnosed with
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I don't have hallucinations, or
at least I don't think I do.

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Or delusions, maybe.
Maybe I do.

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I don't know.
I've been meaning to talk to

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you.
But I can't imagine initially

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being diagnosed with
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would scare me.
You know, just like that just

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seems so much more serious, for
lack of a better word.

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Well, do you feel like you it's
an accurate diagnosis for you?

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I didn't until it was my sleep
doctor that suggested it as we

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were talking about my sleep
habits.

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Then I went to my psychiatrist
and she said that I'm going to

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misquote her probably.
So if you interview our

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psychiatrist that I'm saying
this wrong, this is my

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remembrance and I'll admit it
probably not perfect.

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But I believe she said what
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suggested it.
One of the best ways to figure

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it figure it out is to actually
medicate you by bipolar and see

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if it makes a difference.
And it did.

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So, well, and I think that for
me, when I think of bipolar, I

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think of it being much more
extreme than I've ever

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experienced you being.
And you know, we've known each

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other a long time.
It's actually not.

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That's a huge misconception.
Misconception.

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Misconception that it is always
extreme it's actually much more

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common for it to be not so
extreme like we what we see in

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the news and what we see in the
movies and stuff that's the

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extreme end of it.
But for me, so so my biggest

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like what did being treated with
medication due for me, it made

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me sleep better.
So now I'm not staying up for 12

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days in a row or, you know, RIP
Van Winkling for three days in a

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row.
Oh yeah, because that would have

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been manic and then depressive.
Episodes.

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Yeah, exactly.
Exactly.

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I didn't put it together.
I think you've seen me Rip Van

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Winkle for sure.
So for those who don't don't

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understand what I'm saying, my
sister calls it RIP

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bandwinkling.
When I sleep for like 17 hours

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straight or 26 hours straight,
It's just like, but I haven't

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done it since I once I started
being medicated and I also like

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can get to sleep at a normal
time and I wake up at a normal

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time and I hate it.
Nobody's day should start at

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8:00 AM.
That's just.

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I know I've been noticing that
you've been sending me texts at

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morning time that I thought why
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I figured medication.
I know I figured you must have

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meetings and last night when and
I was messing to you and I knew

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it was late for you.
I'm like, well she's awake

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anyway so it didn't occur to me
that you could actually be

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asleep.
That's great though, if that's

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helping your sleep.
Yeah, totally.

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Anyway, thank you for that.
You're very welcome.

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So drugs, infections, autoimmune
conditions, metabolic disorders,

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or even sleep deprivation can
induce psychosis like symptoms.

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Substance induced psychosis are
especially common in emergency

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settings.
That's one of the things.

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OK, so I tell the story a lot.
I don't know.

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It doesn't matter to me, but I
like to tell it because I think

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it's funny.
When I was working at a nursing

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home and I was the ADON
assistant director of nursing,

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there was a time I came into our
stand up meeting and I had been

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awake for 12 days straight.
And the reason I think it's

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funny is because the Guinness
Book of World Records, at least

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last time I checked, it was 11
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So I'm like I said, I we need to
get a spec of world records that

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didn't even know it because I
didn't find out about it until

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years later.
But anyway, I remember I was in

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the stand up meeting and and
that's just the beginning

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meeting of the day, kind of get
the day sorted and what are we

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going to do today and etcetera,
right?

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What do we need to focus on?
Whatever.

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And I remember my boss asked me
something and I just responded

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with absolute gibberish.
I mean, not English at all.

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And he was like, are you OK?
And I was like, I haven't slept

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for 12 days.
And he was like, I'm taking you

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home, not not to his house, back
to my house right now.

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And you need to go to sleep it.
When he took me home, I, I was

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actually able to sleep.
Yeah, it's just like.

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And so I have personally
experienced sleep.

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I'm being dyslexic today too.
Sleep deprivation psychosis or

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or the very least sleep
deprivation hallucinations,

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right.
Just it was very strange.

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When there's been a lot of
studies on people that have been

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put into sleep deprivation
situations and how they respond

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and a lack of sleep actually
seems to have a greater impact

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on reflexes and things like that
than being drunk.

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Not that, not that you know you
can.

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You can actually receive a
parking or excuse me, a moving

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violation for being overly tired
because you're still in a

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reckless way.
You just aren't drunk.

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Yeah, I think that's why some
states have DUI driving under

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the influence instead of DWI
driving while intoxicated,

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because it does open the door
for things other than just drugs

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and alcohol.
Yeah, could be, but it's still,

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it would fall into the impaired
driving at least.

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Yeah, which is, I know that I
saw something once where there

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was a group of people who wore
those drunk glasses when they

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were tired and they had the same
vision with and without the

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glasses when they were that
tired.

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Like with 12 days, most people
would have fallen over.

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Yeah, I don't even know.
I didn't live far from work, but

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I don't even know how I drove
into work that day, honestly.

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Yeah.
So I want to talk, or I want to

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point out a little.
The effect of clinician bias and

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systemic shortcuts, time
pressures, anchoring bias, and

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and lack of interdisciplinary
collaboration lead to premature

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labeling of of psychosis or
schizophrenia or other mental

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illnesses.
Racial disparities compound the

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issue.
Black patients are over

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diagnosed with schizophrenia
even when mood symptoms

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dominate.
When you said the first thing

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about lack of collaboration, I
mean, we do know that people of

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color tend to have worse
outcomes in so many different

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ways in the medical field.
But what do you mean with a lack

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of collaboration at what does
that mean?

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Are you going to go into detail
on that?

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Lack of collaboration, like with
a psychiatrist, speaking to a

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neurologist or psychiatrist,
speaking to a family care

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provider, even even Speaking of
interdisciplinary collaboration,

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but even maybe speaking to the
person's family additionally,

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like psychiatry.
I think this comes up later in a

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minute since I read this, but
over but psychiatry is all

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opinion because every all the
information you're getting is

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subjective.
There is really not a lot of

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objective data for psychiatric
diagnosis.

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Yeah, I was listening to podcast
recently where a psychiatrist

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had diagnosed the the accused of
a certain disorder and it turned

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out that he a had only spent a
couple of hours with him and

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some of the tests he used are
known to be inconsistent or

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inconclusive, especially when
they stand alone.

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So that's interesting.
And also, I would think that

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some of that collaboration goes
back to where you were talking

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where if it was just a
psychiatrist, they might have

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not have done a Spinal Tap.
It was just a position, may not

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have done any of the psychiatric
evaluations.

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So I get that.
That makes sense.

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And The thing is too is that
early air quote psychosis may

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change form.
What begins as psychotic

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depression may evolve into
bipolar disorder or like in

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Susanna Callahan's case, reveal
A neurological disease.

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So antipsychotic drugs, while
life saving for true psychotic

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disorders, can cause serious
side effects, metabolic

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syndrome, tremors, tardive
dyskinesia.

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Do you want to describe what
tardive dyskinesia is?

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Yeah, that's something that when
I was working for a long term

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care facility, we had a lot of
people on antipsychotic

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medications.
So we had to watch for tardive

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dyskinesia, which is involuntary
tremors.

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And often what's interesting is
that the gate that they have can

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look like Parkinson's.
That's sort of a shuffling gate.

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But the rest of them, they'll
have movements in their hands or

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their faces, especially their
faces.

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They'll have twitches and
tremors in their faces.

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And then they have, it reminds
me when I see someone who's

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heavily involved in drugs does
some of the same sort of weird

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hand movements where it's
uncontrolled and doesn't make

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sense to what's going on.
And that's one of the there's

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times that people get to work
together to figure out what,

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what is it.
And unfortunately, tardive

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dyskinesia is usually not
curable.

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Once a person gets it, they're
usually in it.

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But taking away the medications
doesn't make it go away.

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Correct.
And it was very well known when

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people were taking a lot of
lithium.

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That was one of the very common
side effects with lithium, Yeah,

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which was used for
antidepressant experiences.

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There's a lot of psychiatric
medicine going into old people

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in nursing homes.
There really is.

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Yeah, that's a whole other
tangent.

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So obviously when prescribed to
someone who doesn't need them.

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So antipsychotic drugs can
worsen suffering without

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benefit, right?
Another thing is that a lack of

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collaboration with other
disciplines can delay proper

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treatment.
So, for example, in autoimmune

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encephalitis, time is brain.
And so the longer the

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inflammation continues, the
higher the risk of permanent

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damage.
Early immunotherapy is crucial

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and Susanna Callahan spent a
month under the wrong diagnosis

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before being treated and.
She's like, it was only a month,

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really.
Right.

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She really is.
She's very lucky.

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And she's very lucky that she
did not have more serious side

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effects.
She's lucky that she can still

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write, write and read and all of
those things.

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You know, I'm, I'm very happy
for her that it was not worse.

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And remind me how old she was.
I believe she was 23, but let

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me.
Yeah, I thought she was young

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and.
And that makes me feel like

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they're. 24 She was 24 years
old. 24 And I feel like the fact

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that she was young probably and
was involved in her good

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recovery where if you were older
and had other search of brain

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lesions and things like that, it
might not have been as good.

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And that is theory by Andrea.
I have no basis on that other

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than just knowing that there's
already potential essentially

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brain damage with an older
person.

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And so when asked what was the
scariest part, Callahan said

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that the scariest part was not
losing control.

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It was losing herself and
gaining labels that she knew

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could potentially alter
relationships, employment, and

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even her own self self worth.
Right.

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Like I had just recently said,
being told one has schizophrenia

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can be scary.
And it's not just scary for the

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person receiving the diagnosis,
it can be scary for those that

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are around that person, right?
I mean, I, I think that most

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people, if you were to ask them,
when you think of schizophrenia,

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what do you think of?
They're probably going to say

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serial killers or harm people
who harm other people or crazy

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people.
And it's just there.

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We have a stigma.
We have a stigma based on the

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label of schizophrenia,
schizophrenia and whether we

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like it or not, the labels that
we create and that we pass

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around other people state their
self concept.

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So.
Yeah, No, it's true.

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And and when we hear about the
big bad guys, they have one of

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these disorders often and that
doesn't help.

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And you know, we so often talk
about a spectrum.

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And I think this is like
anything where there are stages

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and grades of whatever the
disorder is.

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So some people will have it in
association with other things.

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Some people will have it in a
mild degree.

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Now with this Suzanne, right?
Susanna.

455
00:22:50,720 --> 00:22:52,120
Susanna.
Oh, yeah.

456
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:54,680
Was she aware of what was
happening?

457
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:58,800
I mean, did she have knowledge
of kind of losing her grasp or

458
00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:01,000
did she know this was happening
to herself?

459
00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:03,240
I didn't mention it.
Yeah, she did.

460
00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:07,600
But I mean to a point, like like
I said, she basically lost

461
00:23:07,600 --> 00:23:10,000
herself.
And so she could feel as she

462
00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,200
experienced the losing of
herself.

463
00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:16,760
And, and it's funny, I've, I've
gotten ahead of myself a little

464
00:23:16,760 --> 00:23:20,680
bit in this podcast, but I
wanted to just say that not only

465
00:23:20,680 --> 00:23:24,720
does misdiagnosis threaten
people's health and well-being

466
00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:30,840
emotionally, medically,
culturally, etcetera, it wastes

467
00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:33,840
medical resources.
We have unnecessary admissions,

468
00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:37,280
inappropriate drugs, long term
care and it diverts attention

469
00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:41,200
from real underlying diseases.
Well, and also many of these

470
00:23:41,200 --> 00:23:44,960
antipsychotic or antidepressants
or all of those drugs take a

471
00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:47,520
period of time to get to a
therapeutic level.

472
00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:52,400
So even if a person is diagnosed
with a psychiatric disorder and

473
00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:56,880
giving a medication, it can take
weeks to months to even know if

474
00:23:56,880 --> 00:24:00,640
the dosage is therapeutic, which
is high enough.

475
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:04,240
And then if it doesn't work,
then you're back to square 1

476
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,320
going OK, so is the diagnosis
incorrect?

477
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:08,560
And you usually have to wean off
of those drugs.

478
00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:11,200
Most psychiatric drugs you can't
just stop taking.

479
00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:15,080
And so you have to wean back off
of those drugs as you wean back

480
00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:16,960
onto another drug.
And then you're taking both of

481
00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:20,640
those drugs at the same time.
I mean, it's, it's scary

482
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:23,360
business.
Yeah, it certainly is,

483
00:24:23,360 --> 00:24:27,800
especially because as you say,
it can be so subjective with a

484
00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:30,520
what I'm reporting.
So if I come in as the patient

485
00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:33,240
and I report this and that, my
family might have noticed

486
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:37,000
something different, the the
psychiatrist might be hearing

487
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:40,040
something different based on any
personal internal bias or

488
00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:42,600
whatever.
And so we can go off track in so

489
00:24:42,600 --> 00:24:44,920
many different ways, which is
true really at any kind of

490
00:24:44,920 --> 00:24:47,760
diagnosis.
However, I think there are more

491
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:51,040
immediate tests that can happen
because there aren't a lot of

492
00:24:51,400 --> 00:24:53,320
tests.
I mean, I can't in most cases do

493
00:24:53,320 --> 00:24:56,080
a blood draw and say, Oh yeah,
psychotic, right?

494
00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:58,400
I mean, it does.
It doesn't work that way as far

495
00:24:58,400 --> 00:25:01,840
as I know.
So what the suggestions are,

496
00:25:01,840 --> 00:25:06,720
there are a few lessons we can
learn from Susanna's case, and

497
00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:10,560
one is never stop at psychiatric
when neurological signs such as

498
00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:13,320
seizures, abnormal movements,
autonomic instability are

499
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:15,280
present.
If I'm having seizures, if I'm

500
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:19,720
having, you know, tardive
dyskinesia, then let's check out

501
00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:21,320
the neurological side of it as
well.

502
00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:24,400
Psychosis can have a physical
cause.

503
00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:28,440
Autoimmune encephalitis like
Susanna had thyroid disease,

504
00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:32,520
lupus infections, just sepsis
can make you have psychotic

505
00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:35,800
symptoms, right?
Metabolic imbalance.

506
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:38,880
Like I was saying before,
families are data.

507
00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:41,760
Her parents insistence on
further testing saved her life.

508
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:44,640
If it hadn't been for them, she
would have been probably

509
00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:46,640
institutionalized and that would
be that.

510
00:25:46,640 --> 00:25:48,320
Essentially for forever.
Exactly.

511
00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:51,600
A diagnosis is a process, not a
verdict, and I loved that one.

512
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:55,320
In her second book, The Great
Pretender, she broadens the

513
00:25:55,320 --> 00:25:57,400
inquiry.
If she was my excuse me?

514
00:25:57,520 --> 00:25:59,680
If she was misdiagnosed, how
many others are?

515
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:03,080
In it, she re examines the 1973
Rosenhan Experiment, where

516
00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:06,080
healthy volunteers feigned
psychosis and were all admitted

517
00:26:06,080 --> 00:26:08,200
to psychiatric hospitals.
I remember that.

518
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:11,400
Decades later, her investigation
suggests that psychiatry still

519
00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:16,200
struggles to separate sanity
from sickness, so misdiagnosis

520
00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:20,520
happens everywhere from New York
to Nairobi to the Taj Mahal.

521
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:22,880
Although they're probably not
being being diagnosed in the Taj

522
00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,880
Mahal.
I have a vision of that people

523
00:26:26,080 --> 00:26:29,880
wandering through.
Anyway, I'm not going there.

524
00:26:32,240 --> 00:26:35,960
And it often mirrors system
systemic inequalities, racial

525
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:39,360
bias, lack of mental health
resources, stigma that

526
00:26:39,360 --> 00:26:43,880
discourages second opinions.
A systematic review found that

527
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:49,480
only 28% of initial psychosis
diagnosis diagnosis made by non

528
00:26:49,480 --> 00:26:52,280
psychiatric physicians were
accurate after psychiatric

529
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:59,640
evaluation. 20 Only 28% of
psychosis diagnosis made by

530
00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:02,680
doctors who were not
psychiatrists were accurate

531
00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:04,880
after a psychiatrist evaluated
the patient.

532
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:08,720
So let me put that the other
way. 62% were inaccurate.

533
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:11,600
Oh my gosh.
And therefore medicated and

534
00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:14,280
potentially high hospitalized
and potentially blah blah blah.

535
00:27:14,280 --> 00:27:18,600
Oh my goodness, that's wild.
It is so so.

536
00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,320
The data suggests the universal
truth.

537
00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:23,800
Psychosis is easy to label but
hard to understand, right?

538
00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:26,280
How could we prevent
misdiagnosis?

539
00:27:26,360 --> 00:27:29,960
We can start with a
comprehensive evaluation, a full

540
00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:32,840
medical and neurological workup
including blood tests, imaging

541
00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:35,840
and cerebral spinal analysis to
accompany any first episode

542
00:27:35,840 --> 00:27:38,920
psychosis.
This hit me really hard and I, I

543
00:27:38,920 --> 00:27:41,640
will be the first to say that
our healthcare system in the US

544
00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:46,600
sucks and that actually even
being able to have all of these

545
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:50,640
to use, utilize all of these
steps may not even be possible

546
00:27:50,640 --> 00:27:53,040
in our system.
And don't edit this out Andrea.

547
00:27:53,200 --> 00:27:56,480
Healthcare for profit is a crime
against humanity anyway.

548
00:27:56,480 --> 00:28:00,680
Like I but you know, in an ideal
world where we could be treated

549
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:02,640
the best possible.
I don't know how to say it, but

550
00:28:03,120 --> 00:28:05,160
so we would want, I'm going to
say it again because it hit me

551
00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:07,720
so hard.
A full medical and neurological

552
00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:11,440
work up, including blood tests,
imaging and cerebrospinal

553
00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:14,960
analysis should accompany any
first episode psychosis.

554
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,120
Well, that makes sense, because
then it does.

555
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:21,560
You're ruling out other stuff
right up the front, and it gives

556
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:24,720
the person a chance to have a
much better option to have the

557
00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:28,560
correct diagnosis, then go again
for months and months or even

558
00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:32,560
years in the incorrect
diagnosis, having other types of

559
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,720
physiological problems.
But then they'd probably have

560
00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:37,600
died by then too if that was the
case.

561
00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,960
So next step is specialist
collaboration.

562
00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:45,320
A study in the Journal of
Adolescent Health in 2021

563
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:49,880
indicated that early referral to
first episode psychosis clinics

564
00:28:49,920 --> 00:28:53,080
or multidisciplinary teams
improves accuracy and outcomes.

565
00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:55,640
Same sort of thing, right?
Don't just see the psychiatrist,

566
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,320
see the psychiatrist and the
neurologist.

567
00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,440
See the psychiatrist and the
orthopedist.

568
00:28:59,440 --> 00:29:00,520
I don't know that I made that
up.

569
00:29:00,800 --> 00:29:02,720
Endocrinologist.
That's a better one, right?

570
00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:09,680
But like, let's have the.
Let's have the psychotic, unless

571
00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:12,920
of course it's a behavioral
issue and that makes and that

572
00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:14,320
makes sense.
And one of the things that I was

573
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:18,280
thinking about is how many
people who have these sorts of

574
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:22,760
thoughts or symptoms are the
first reporters?

575
00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:27,040
Because I think because of the
stigma of mental health, which

576
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,400
is getting better because more
and more people are talking

577
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:31,960
about it and saying it's just,
it's the same as any other

578
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:34,080
disease.
It just effects a different body

579
00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:36,880
part.
However, it's been such a strong

580
00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:42,400
stigma that many people don't
say anything and then they go

581
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:44,880
longer and longer being not
treated.

582
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:47,800
So if they have a metabolic
thing versus a psychiatric

583
00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:52,640
thing, they may have more
permanent outcome problems than

584
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:54,720
if they had been treated right
away.

585
00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:58,000
Self reporting may or may not be
common.

586
00:29:58,080 --> 00:30:01,640
Yeah, that's definitely true.
The next step is bias awareness.

587
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:04,160
And we talked about this a
little bit, but clinicians must

588
00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:07,600
be trained to recognize how
race, culture and gender bias

589
00:30:07,600 --> 00:30:10,320
affect diagnosis.
And I would even say beyond

590
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:13,160
that, there are, there are so
many other things that could

591
00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:17,400
affect diagnosis, you know,
gender identity, sexuality,

592
00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:23,120
sexual preferences, even obesity
can be something that creates A

593
00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:24,920
bias.
And I think the important thing

594
00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:28,600
here is that we have to focus on
the word trained.

595
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:31,400
They have to be trained to
recognize it, to just say to a

596
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:34,160
clinician now make sure you're
not biased against people of

597
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:38,200
color and you know this and that
and that there has they, we have

598
00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:42,680
to give them the tools that they
need so they can use them to

599
00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:45,520
reduce their their biases,
right?

600
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:49,440
Right, because most people who
are biased aren't going to say,

601
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,600
Oh yeah, totally, I'm biased
because they don't want to admit

602
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:55,880
it to themselves.
And if it's an inherent bias

603
00:30:55,880 --> 00:31:00,480
where maybe it's because I was
raised just for example, in the

604
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:03,960
South, I may have some biases
that I don't have if I was

605
00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:06,560
raised somewhere on the West
Coast, which tends to be more

606
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:09,040
open minded.
And I mean, that's a blanket

607
00:31:09,040 --> 00:31:10,360
statement.
And no, no, it's not true for

608
00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:14,880
everyone in any of those places,
but it is more likely to have

609
00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:18,320
something based on your cultural
upbringing that you may or may

610
00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:19,920
not even and recognize, like you
said.

611
00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:22,040
So they get to be trained to
look at it.

612
00:31:22,040 --> 00:31:24,400
I know that I had, I can't
remember where it was, but a

613
00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:28,720
test about bias, implied or
implicit bias that made me think

614
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:32,520
about some stuff.
Was I looking at this, that or

615
00:31:32,520 --> 00:31:35,720
another sort of thing in a way
that I might make a decision

616
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:38,560
differently than I would for
someone of another group?

617
00:31:38,600 --> 00:31:39,080
Right.
Yeah.

618
00:31:39,120 --> 00:31:41,400
So I was confirming my
suspicion.

619
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:46,440
Susanna Callahan is a, an
attractive young white woman.

620
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:50,440
I mean, I can tell you based on
scientific results and studies,

621
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:54,880
she probably got better
treatment than somebody who was

622
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:57,840
not a pretty white young woman,
right?

623
00:31:57,840 --> 00:31:59,480
That's just and, and good for
her.

624
00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:02,360
Don't get me wrong.
When we talk about privilege, I

625
00:32:02,440 --> 00:32:04,880
we have to remember that just
because we have privilege

626
00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:07,640
doesn't mean we have to.
We should use our privilege to

627
00:32:07,640 --> 00:32:09,560
make things better for the
people who don't have privilege

628
00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:11,760
because we're going to have the
privilege whether we like it or

629
00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:13,640
not.
So that's my soapbox on that

630
00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:16,240
one.
And then next step is follow up

631
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:18,760
and, and reassessment.
Psychiatric diagnosis should be

632
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:21,800
provisional and revisited over
time as symptoms evolve.

633
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:25,280
And I know I know of a lot of
people, a lot of people.

634
00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:27,720
Well, first of all, let's talk
about the fact that family

635
00:32:27,720 --> 00:32:30,480
doctors are managing their
psychiatric symptoms.

636
00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:34,880
I was never against that until I
got a psych psychiatrist.

637
00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:37,480
Well, there were a few things,
but one of them was getting a

638
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:40,640
psychiatrist to manage my
medications rather than a family

639
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:44,960
doctor and all of like how how
much different that was and just

640
00:32:45,240 --> 00:32:47,000
somebody being like, oh, you
have depression.

641
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:48,960
Here's this common
antidepressant.

642
00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:52,000
And so that's one of the things
like, and then what I was going

643
00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:54,040
to say is how many people just
get, you know, their

644
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:56,240
antidepressant from their family
doctor and then it never comes

645
00:32:56,240 --> 00:32:58,160
up again.
And their doctor does the three

646
00:32:58,160 --> 00:32:59,680
month assessment with the
questionnaire.

647
00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:01,000
They don't really look at it
right.

648
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,840
They just continue with that
dose for who knows how long.

649
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:08,080
What point is a patient supposed
to be able to say, Hey, wait, I

650
00:33:08,080 --> 00:33:11,080
don't feel as good as I used to.
I should go back to my doctor.

651
00:33:11,080 --> 00:33:13,560
They shouldn't, they shouldn't
be held responsible for that

652
00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:15,120
now.
They should be held responsible

653
00:33:15,120 --> 00:33:16,880
for their own health in the
sense of like, if you're not

654
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:19,440
feeling as good as you were, you
should go to the doctor.

655
00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:22,240
But it should.
We should always be following

656
00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:23,040
up.
I mean, really, you should be

657
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:25,040
following up with a doctor for
anything you're prescribed.

658
00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:26,200
That's my opinion.
Yeah.

659
00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:29,240
Well and and our symptoms can
change the efficiency and

660
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:31,840
efficacy of the medication can
change our.

661
00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:33,680
Metabolism can change.
Right.

662
00:33:33,680 --> 00:33:35,800
Exactly.
There's so many, so many things.

663
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:39,320
If a provider is not necessarily
trained on all of the things to

664
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:42,480
watch for, they may not have
even told the patient.

665
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:44,120
Watch for this, that, or the
other thing.

666
00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:46,640
If you notice any sort of
tremors, if you notice anything

667
00:33:46,640 --> 00:33:49,960
like that, let me know
immediately so that medications

668
00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:52,760
can be changed.
Because they may not, they may

669
00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:55,480
not even be as aware of it as
they should be.

670
00:33:55,480 --> 00:33:58,760
And when you've got somebody who
specializes in everything that

671
00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:00,640
it's hard to remember
everything.

672
00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:02,360
Right.
Yeah, exactly.

673
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:04,200
And no shade to family doctors,
by the way.

674
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:07,200
They're they're.
Certainly a wonderful starting

675
00:34:07,200 --> 00:34:10,480
point for anything that does
need further specialization

676
00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:12,719
especially.
I was, it's funny, I was talking

677
00:34:12,719 --> 00:34:17,120
to Holly yesterday about going
to my primary care provider,

678
00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:22,320
family doctor, same difference.
And I was like, I realized I I

679
00:34:22,320 --> 00:34:26,320
realized how old I'm getting
when I said to her, not in these

680
00:34:26,320 --> 00:34:29,320
words, but through the course of
conversation, it came out that I

681
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:33,239
have a sleep doctor, a breast
doctor, doctor, colon doctor,

682
00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:37,760
orthopedic doctor, an eye
doctor.

683
00:34:38,040 --> 00:34:40,600
Let's see, I got to do a body
scan here real quick.

684
00:34:40,719 --> 00:34:42,480
And I think, yeah.
And then her and then her.

685
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:45,239
I don't know.
OBGY well, 9, I don't do OB

686
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:47,199
anywhere.
And a gynecologist, 7 doctors.

687
00:34:47,239 --> 00:34:48,920
I'm old.
Right.

688
00:34:49,239 --> 00:34:52,159
Yeah.
And, and also though it's not

689
00:34:52,159 --> 00:34:56,360
just because you are as old as
the hills, it's being, I can say

690
00:34:56,360 --> 00:35:00,720
that I'm 10 years older, but
also because physicians are

691
00:35:00,720 --> 00:35:05,840
specializing so, so tightly that
we have to, we can't see our

692
00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:09,680
orthopod in our rheumatologist,
which you may have as well as at

693
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:11,760
the same time because.
Oh, I have an endocrinologist

694
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,360
also.
Dang it, there's another.

695
00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:14,960
And a weight doctor.
Oh my gosh.

696
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:17,840
Oh my gosh, yeah.
You don't even have time for

697
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:19,440
doing anything.
How can you be sleeping?

698
00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:22,600
With all these providers.
Pretty funny it is.

699
00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:24,520
Oh, it didn't even include my
psychiatrist.

700
00:35:24,520 --> 00:35:27,800
Dang, that's 10.
Man, you've got more than I do.

701
00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:30,720
That's why I'm going to have to
start collecting a few more.

702
00:35:31,040 --> 00:35:32,480
Yeah, you need to collect a few
more.

703
00:35:32,840 --> 00:35:35,440
I guess.
So the last step is patient

704
00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:37,000
empowerment.
Patients and families should

705
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:39,240
keep records, ask for
explanations, and request

706
00:35:39,240 --> 00:35:43,000
reevaluation and 2nd opinions
when things don't add up.

707
00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:45,880
And that was probably another
thing that really benefited

708
00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:49,920
Susanna, Susanna Mohan, is that
her parents stood up for her

709
00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:51,640
when she could no longer stand
up for herself.

710
00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:55,000
By the way, I didn't say it, but
she didn't just think, believe

711
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,080
that her dad had harmed her
stepmom.

712
00:35:57,080 --> 00:35:59,200
She was convinced that her dad
had killed her stepmom.

713
00:35:59,720 --> 00:36:03,200
So imagine believing that for
however long it took.

714
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:05,840
Oh my gosh.
Well wait, was her stepmom

715
00:36:05,880 --> 00:36:07,160
unavailable?
I mean.

716
00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:10,480
I have no idea.
It seems like one would notice

717
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:12,440
if she was standing in the
kitchen that she was not dead.

718
00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:14,560
I have no idea.
I didn't get, I didn't get that

719
00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:16,960
deep, but isn't that wild?
It is.

720
00:36:17,320 --> 00:36:19,800
That would be disturbing on so
many levels.

721
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:25,120
So I have a friend who when I
first met her she was on some

722
00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:28,960
psychiatric medications.
It was like it seemed pretty

723
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:32,920
similar to like what I was on
mostly just an antidepressant I

724
00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:36,800
think.
And she had an episode where she

725
00:36:36,800 --> 00:36:40,160
threatened to harm herself and
me and her, her boyfriend took

726
00:36:40,160 --> 00:36:41,600
her to, well, mostly her
boyfriend.

727
00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:46,080
I met them there, but took her
to an institution and had her

728
00:36:46,080 --> 00:36:49,440
checked in.
And anyway, she started getting

729
00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:51,680
prescribed more and more drugs,
more and more drugs, more and

730
00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:54,880
more drugs.
And just, I mean, she just was,

731
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:57,800
according to all of her
diagnosis, she was crazy as

732
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:00,320
hell, right?
Just like, holy wow.

733
00:37:00,480 --> 00:37:03,000
Holy, holy smokes.
And one of the drugs she ended

734
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:05,840
up taking long into this
process, years into this

735
00:37:05,840 --> 00:37:08,080
process.
We, you know, we all read about

736
00:37:08,080 --> 00:37:11,800
her mental stability and this
sort of thing because she was so

737
00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:14,960
brittle with her mental health.
One of the drugs she started

738
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:17,480
taking, like I said, years into
the process, actually made her

739
00:37:17,480 --> 00:37:20,120
lactate even though she'd never
been pregnant, pregnant,

740
00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:22,520
pregnant in her life now.
Yeah.

741
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:26,840
So now she's feeling crazy and
now and lactating and, like,

742
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:29,960
what do you do with that?
Anyway, to make this Long story

743
00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:34,280
short, she eventually told her
her, her doctor, and her

744
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:36,480
therapist that she wanted to
wean off the medications and

745
00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:38,160
start from scratch.
That makes sense.

746
00:37:38,440 --> 00:37:40,400
And so they agreed to let her do
that.

747
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:43,120
And lo and behold, once she was
weaned off all of the

748
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:46,600
medications, she felt great.
And it turned out all she had

749
00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:50,320
was ankylosing Spondylosis.
And like, I don't know if that

750
00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:53,520
was giving her psychiatric
symptoms, but it's the only

751
00:37:53,520 --> 00:37:55,560
thing she currently has a
diagnosis for.

752
00:37:55,560 --> 00:37:58,240
Hasn't been on any psychiatric
medicines in a decade.

753
00:37:58,240 --> 00:38:01,160
Probably.
Doing great great life great as

754
00:38:01,160 --> 00:38:03,240
a kid now.
Well, I'm glad she is.

755
00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:06,640
And that speaks to the fact that
there is no medication that has

756
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:09,840
zero side effect.
Every single thing has a side

757
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:12,360
effect.
So we take one medication, have

758
00:38:12,360 --> 00:38:15,040
to take another one just to
combat that side effect, then

759
00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:17,600
another one, another one,
another one, which this speaks

760
00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:19,120
really strongly to.
Yeah.

761
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:23,040
I the first bipolar medication
that I tried increased my

762
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:26,360
appetite and I gained like 30
lbs and I was like I am not

763
00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,280
doing this man.
I'm I literally have a weight

764
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:30,160
loss drug.
I'm not taking this medication.

765
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:33,720
And it was weird.
Because I, I, I could see, I

766
00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:36,360
could recognize that my appetite
was so much bigger.

767
00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:39,480
And I was like, this is really
weird to be hungry like this.

768
00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:41,840
Yeah, I do not like it.
And so when I I just happened, I

769
00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:43,920
didn't realize it was a side
effect of this drug.

770
00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:45,880
And I happened to mention it to
my psychiatrist.

771
00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:47,880
And she was like, oh, yeah,
that'll do that.

772
00:38:48,400 --> 00:38:50,240
We could try something different
that doesn't do that.

773
00:38:50,240 --> 00:38:53,880
I'm like yes please.
Well, and that is a common side

774
00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:57,840
effect for for psychiatric drugs
is an increase in appetite.

775
00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:01,240
And I don't know why it is.
I've never looked into it

776
00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:06,160
because I haven't had to take
any of them, but it I know that

777
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:09,440
has been a common side effect.
Yeah, how does this, how does

778
00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:13,320
this topic fit into medicine,
mystery and mayhem, you may ask?

779
00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:16,360
I may how does it?
Well, Callahan's Urbil embodies

780
00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:17,960
all three themes of this
podcast.

781
00:39:18,080 --> 00:39:21,120
It it includes medicine, the
science of neurology and

782
00:39:21,120 --> 00:39:23,840
immunology ultimately solved the
Riddle.

783
00:39:24,440 --> 00:39:26,360
Mystery.
For weeks, doctors couldn't

784
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:29,120
explain her descent into
psychosis and mayhem.

785
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:32,720
The chaos that misdiagnosis
wrought in her life lost

786
00:39:32,720 --> 00:39:36,160
identity, Fear.
Hospitalization was nearly

787
00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:38,240
fatal.
Fortunately, there was no

788
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:39,760
murder.
She's alive.

789
00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:43,520
Her story reminds politicians to
balance humility with vigilance.

790
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:46,040
And it tells listeners that
madness isn't always mental.

791
00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:49,040
Sometimes it's medical.
Wow, I like the way you tied

792
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:53,160
that in.
So psychosis, in all its forms,

793
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:56,120
demands curiosity.
The mind is not an island.

794
00:39:56,160 --> 00:39:58,920
It's tethered to the immune
system, the brain, the body and

795
00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:01,080
the environment.
When any part misfires, the

796
00:40:01,080 --> 00:40:03,960
symptoms can look the same.
Callahan's recovery shows that

797
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:06,720
being wrong isn't the end.
It's the chance to get it right.

798
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:10,120
For every Susanna Callahan who
finds her answer, others remain

799
00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:13,400
lost in psychiatric limbo.
The responsibility falls to

800
00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:17,280
clinicians, families and society
alike to look deeper, question

801
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,640
assumptions, and never forget
that behind.

802
00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:22,880
Every diagnosis lies a human
being who wants their story

803
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:25,440
understood.
Wow, that was excellent and

804
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:29,280
definitely something to consider
for so many reasons.

805
00:40:30,160 --> 00:40:34,640
Also remembering, I think that
even though we have been trained

806
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:39,080
for a long time in our world to
look at psychiatric disorders

807
00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:43,560
and diagnosis to be a
disability, it really is a

808
00:40:43,560 --> 00:40:47,000
disease.
And I've heard people say, well,

809
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:49,720
if you had a broken leg, you
would treat it right.

810
00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:52,480
And nobody looked at somebody
with a broken leg and go, oh,

811
00:40:52,480 --> 00:40:55,920
wow, they're just messed up.
Well, and sometimes we break our

812
00:40:55,920 --> 00:40:59,880
legs because we're being dumb,
but we still nobody said, oh

813
00:40:59,880 --> 00:41:02,120
gosh, they should be
hospitalized forever for that.

814
00:41:02,440 --> 00:41:05,560
But when we hear about
psychiatric disorders, a lot of

815
00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:08,840
times people will just say,
well, they're too damaged or

816
00:41:08,840 --> 00:41:11,600
messed up or I don't want to be
involved because blah, blah,

817
00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:15,480
blah.
And many times they are having

818
00:41:15,480 --> 00:41:17,960
those diagnosis and we don't
even know anyway, which is

819
00:41:18,200 --> 00:41:22,560
probably good because when we
have our biases which show up in

820
00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:24,200
that moment for a lot of people,
I think.

821
00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:28,240
But when we do hear that there's
a psychiatric disorder or a

822
00:41:28,240 --> 00:41:32,120
diagnosis, it's important to
remember that it is an illness,

823
00:41:32,440 --> 00:41:36,440
same as anything else.
And if anything, we should be

824
00:41:36,440 --> 00:41:40,960
more compassionate and concerned
to make sure that we are some of

825
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:43,320
the people going, You know, I
noticed this.

826
00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:45,280
Did you know you were doing
this?

827
00:41:45,280 --> 00:41:48,240
Is that a concern to you?
You know, and and that kind of

828
00:41:48,240 --> 00:41:50,320
thing, obviously you don't walk
up to so told a stranger, I

829
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:53,120
wouldn't think and say it, but
but like, if I noticed with you

830
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:55,680
that you were doing something
different, I'd say, hey, did you

831
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:57,520
notice that?
And that would be appropriate,

832
00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:59,800
that part of the friends and
family as reporters.

833
00:42:00,240 --> 00:42:01,040
Yeah.
Yeah, exactly.

834
00:42:01,560 --> 00:42:04,480
Friends and family will notice
stuff sooner a lot of times

835
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,600
about us than we noticed for
ourselves.

836
00:42:06,840 --> 00:42:10,680
Yes, and when it's off baseline.
So I think with everything, I

837
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:13,880
feel like we just get to have
compassion for the people in our

838
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:18,480
lives to to assist them to
thrive instead of blaming them

839
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:21,000
for something, especially that
has nothing to do with anything

840
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:21,960
they chose.
Yeah.

841
00:42:22,120 --> 00:42:25,880
Well, and you look at the really
good example of this is the

842
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:30,600
unhoused population in that the
majority of unhoused people are

843
00:42:30,600 --> 00:42:34,680
either mentally ill or drug
dependent or both.

844
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:39,560
And a lot of times it can become
a self perpetuating cycle of

845
00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:44,480
descent, right?
That's DESCENT, not DISSENT.

846
00:42:45,640 --> 00:42:48,640
There is such a thing as drug
induced psychosis.

847
00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:51,760
We'll take somebody with actual
psychosis that actually, let's

848
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:55,920
say, does have schizophrenia,
add to that drugs and that cause

849
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:59,400
psychosis and just look at the
powder keg that's been built.

850
00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:02,920
And I, you know, I know a lot of
people have their opinions about

851
00:43:03,040 --> 00:43:05,160
unhoused people.
And I'm going to tell you right

852
00:43:05,160 --> 00:43:09,160
now, we could solve the unhoused
problem if we bothered to even

853
00:43:09,160 --> 00:43:10,680
try.
But that's all I'm going to say

854
00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:13,400
about it right now.
It just it's a good it's a good

855
00:43:13,520 --> 00:43:18,040
example of how much mental
health matters and people all

856
00:43:18,040 --> 00:43:19,440
the time.
It's funny, there's one of my

857
00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:21,360
pet peeves is people like mental
illness matters.

858
00:43:21,680 --> 00:43:23,920
Well, it's their health that
matters, right?

859
00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:26,880
Like, let's not, let's not keep
calling it mental illness.

860
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:30,240
Yes, they may have a mental
illness, but we need to be

861
00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:32,720
focused on their mental health.
That's right.

862
00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:36,400
That's my perspective.
Well, not just theirs, ours, all

863
00:43:36,400 --> 00:43:38,400
of ours.
Yeah, all of us have mental

864
00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:40,680
health.
Yeah, that's that's what's

865
00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:42,360
funny.
People talk about the, what's

866
00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:46,680
the word talk about the the
stigma of talking about mental

867
00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:47,880
health.
And it's like, that would be

868
00:43:47,880 --> 00:43:50,480
like the stigma of talking about
the knee, right?

869
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:53,240
Or the stigma of talking about
sweat.

870
00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:56,680
Like we all have it.
We it's just a part of being a

871
00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:57,600
human.
Yeah.

872
00:43:57,600 --> 00:44:01,720
I mean, definitely.
I encourage people to to speak

873
00:44:01,720 --> 00:44:04,480
about mental health with the
people they love and to consider

874
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:07,280
their own mental health and to
not let it be taboo, not let it

875
00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:11,880
be something that is like scary.
Yeah.

876
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:15,280
And I know for me, when someone
asked me how I'm doing, if it's

877
00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:18,400
someone I'm close to, I will
actually tell them I want to say

878
00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:21,760
fine.
And I think that's important for

879
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:24,840
us to be real and honest with
each other because then we can

880
00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:27,760
be watching out for each other.
We can assist.

881
00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:32,240
And back to the unhomed people,
they often start drugs to self

882
00:44:32,240 --> 00:44:36,120
medicate for mental health
issues that either they don't

883
00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:40,960
understand or just know that if
they take this or do that, they

884
00:44:40,960 --> 00:44:43,120
feel better because they've
disconnected.

885
00:44:43,200 --> 00:44:47,920
That is typically unhealthy.
It doesn't take them down a path

886
00:44:47,920 --> 00:44:50,800
that really works, but it can
probably feel like it at the

887
00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:53,480
beginning, especially if they
feel like they have no options.

888
00:44:53,640 --> 00:44:54,640
Right?
All right, well, excellent.

889
00:44:54,640 --> 00:44:56,480
Thank you very much.
You're very welcome.

890
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:59,480
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891
00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:01,120
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892
00:45:01,440 --> 00:45:03,960
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893
00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:06,160
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899
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:20,360
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